This message was one on our Reckless Series – Reckless is dear to my heart because it was the theme for my senior year (when I was on core leadership) at AACF at UCSD…
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Reckless Surrender
When we hear the word surrender, its usually not a positive thing. We think of the losing. We think of giving up. We think of the French… Putting yourself at the mercy of your opponent. Usually one side surrenders if it took too many losses in battle. Or perhaps the surrendering side knows it can’t hope to defeat a greater power. For example, Japan surrendered to the United States after Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Knowing that the US had the power to destroy entire cities, Japan ultimately decided that surrender was the best option. But surrender is never people’s favorite choice. It means admitting defeat. It means humiliation. Sometimes it won’t even guarantee the safety of one’s people. No one likes to lose and surrender is an automatic loss. In a way, choosing to lose.
World: Surrender
I think the world today would say that ultimately surrender is not the way to go. The world today? It says YOU’RE a Winner! All about “you”. Have it Your Way, What are Your desires, Be You, You are special, You can do anything. In fact, when I look at America, it blows my mind just how much we just think about ourselves. Advertisers, music, TV all use ourselves to get at ourselves.
So when Christians talk about surrendering to God… giving up yourself to God… that’s gotta strike people as crazy or, yes, I’m going to say it, reckless in the bad way
And to that I say, No, it’s the good way.
Surrender to God: Reckless
Let’s get into some scripture. I’m actually going to be cheap about it and start off with a verse that Brandon used last week. Phillippians 3.8: 8What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ.
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So Anyways, Paul says that he considers everything a loss compared to Christ. Now that doesn’t mean everying is terrible or that he doesn’t have some possessions. But what he’s saying is that comparatively, they’re losses. Knowing Christ is so much a gain, its infinitely worth more than the rest, that they seem like losses in comparison.
Its like Paul’s stuff, his past is here. And then knowing Christ is WAY over there, beyond the Target, beyond the city, beyond orange county, beyond…. Like everything. You can’t even see it. That’s how great it is. It makes everything else look like a loss. To Paul, everything he’s gained, compared to Christ, it’s a loss.
And to Paul, knowing Christ is worth his entire life. Paul surrenders His life to Jesus. Now you may be thinking, well of course his life before was pretty bad. Destructive really… going around killing the Christians or throwing em in jail. In Acts Chapter 7, we see Stephen become the first Christian martyr. Verse 60 – 60Then he fell on his knees and cried out, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.” When he had said this, he fell asleep.” And then in the next Chapter verse one it says, And Saul was there, giving approval to his death. In the NRSV version, it says, And Saul approved of their killing him. Really kind of sinister. I can see Paul…
But actually, let’s take a look at his life before, Paul actually makes his own account. To do this we’ll go back to Phillipians 3. When reading the bible we often get a few random verses thrown out at us to memorize. It’s very important to understand the context of what the Bible is saying and not just stuff at face value all the time. But let’s take a look. Phillipians 3, start with verse 2.
Paul’s life was actually pretty good. He was a good Pharisee, he followed the law to the letter! He had it all going for him, but that’s not what God wanted for him. Paul makes a complete turnaround from where he was. I’m sure you remember his story. Jesus comes to Him near Damascus, showed him the error he was making, and gave Paul a mission, a mission Paul says that was prepared for him before his birth.
Paul surrenders his old life for one brand new. He sacrifices everything because of this new revelation. And because of Paul, we have a great portion of our New Testament. And because of Paul much Mediterreanean area was evangelized. If it weren’t for Paul, the world would look very different…
But none of that would have happened, had Paul not surrendered himself to his calling. Paul recognized the real importance of his life. After his conversion, he realized he had been chosen and commissioned by God to do this great task of bringing the gospel to the Gentiles.
Now as most of you know, Paul has two names, the other being… Saul. Anyone know what is significance of two names or what these two mean? A lot of Jews in this time had two names, one that was a Jewish name and one that was a Greek name, to better fit in with their surroundings. When in the Old Testament the Jews were conquered by foreigners, they were swept into Greek culture. There’s a lot of history that the Bible doesn’t talk about, but part of it is that there was a struggle to either fight against Greek culture or to mix in with it. You can ask me later about it or go read wikipedia, the source of all knowledge… of wait, that doesn’t sound right.
But anyways Saul is his Jewish name and Paul is his Graeco-Roman name. Why would he go by Paul more often later?
I think a couple things play into this. First, I think by taking on Paul more than Saul, he is first distancing himself from his old life. When he was persecuting Christians, he was known certainly to his Jewish community as Saul. Second, because he was the apostle to the Gentiles, taking on a Graeco-Roman name rather than a Jewish name made him more relatable. But overall, I think Paul wanted to show his change in identity. No longer a persecutor, now a humble servant of Christ.
Paul took on a new identity that completely transformed his world. He surrendered his old life and let God make him new. Now to his community before, the Jews, the people in Jerusalem, the Greeks, this decision would be reckless in a bad way. Paul suffered a lot for his new life. Its like, let’s say Paul met an old friend and they sat down for coffee to catch up on their lives.
So Paul, how’s life?
Oh pretty good, Jesus has been doing some amazing things…
Wait, Jesus? That guy who was crucified and started up that weird cult? The same cult that you were pretty gung-ho about destroying?
Yeah, yeah, but Jesus appeared to me and showed me the truth (that’s way over simplified)
So, what do you do now?
Well, I travel about with a couple of friends spreading the word about Christ!
Yeah, how’s that going?
Pretty good. I’ve been thrown in prison, got whipped, flogged, shipwrecked, beaten, stoned (but I lived), mocked, persecuted, I sometimes get hungry and lonely…
Wait, and how is this life better then your old life?
Because I know Christ and I get to spread the good news about him!
Uh huh….
See the world would see Paul as crazy, he traded a good life for one full of suffering, hunger, pain, and persecution. That’s pretty reckless, in the bad way! I think that’s how much of the world views being a Christian. Give your life to an invisible God? Waste your Sunday? People call it foolish, a waste of time, a complete lie, and a dozen of other things that would need to bleeped out. And if you haven’t been called any of those things, believe me, you will, just warning you… high school and college can be crazy places… And Paul was called many of those things and he faced physical harm too. We’re lucky we don’t have to face that in America. But in the midst of all that, he still said Christ was worth it.
Do we view Christ that way? Do we consider knowing Him so much more valuable than anything else? Too often, I don’t think we do. Honestly look at your own life. And I fall into that as well, there are plenty of times where I put other things above Him. And we will make mistakes, we will put other things before Him, we will not listen to Him sometimes, but that’s what makes Jesus’ love for us all the greater. He loves us no matter how much we fall. His love is never failing and His love is unconditional. He doesn’t love us any less for the mistakes we make. Its perfect love.
And I think that’s what Paul realized, he saw how imperfect he was, that the law couldn’t save him, his good deeds, his good works, simply being a Jew, wasn’t going to save Him. No, it was God and the gift of Jesus that would save and that perfect love was calling him to surrender. What other response was there?! To fight it would be reckless! To deny it, would be reckless! Jesus was basically staring him down in the face and saying Paul, this is the truth, I am calling you with my love and grace. Paul knew the right choice, surrender to Christ. That’s reckless to the world, because it meant losing so much. But losing out on the greatest gift, God’s true love? That’s eternally reckless.
Paul realized that all that he was before had little to no bearing on what was ultimately important. What he found in Christ, he realized, was the greatest thing he’d found in life. It became his identity, it became him.
A lot of Paul’s letters are combating the false teaching that Brandon has talked about in our series on Colassians. One of Paul’s main arguments is his own testimony. Remember, the false teachers said he was a fraud with the wrong gospel. But Paul said “I’m no fraud! I got a revelation right from Christ!” His own story built up so much of who he was a new believer.
So what’s your story? Your testimony is your story of how you came to know Christ. It is your personal, intimate, and undisputable story of how Jesus changed your life. It may not be as flashy as Paul’s but it is nonetheless important and powerful. Now for me, I’ll give you a shortened version of my story as I think I’ll be sharing my complete testimony next week on first Friday… so if you want to hear it, come next week! I can relate in a way to Paul. He was one of the best Pharisees around. Now the Pharisees get a bum wrap, but if you actually study the history, Pharisees were actually well liked by the people, they were pretty popular. But Paul was a good Pharisee and basically had a lot going for him. But then he realized what he was living for meant nothing compared to knowing Christ.
The short version is that in high school, I thought my grades and standing in school were so important that I began to obsess over it. I compared my self to my friends whose parents pushed them very hard in school. When I got lower scores… which were like B’s… I thought I was a worse person… it got so bad it even reached the point of thinking about suicide. But that’s when God taught me that his love for me went far beyond what grades I got. In fact, his love didn’t depend on ME at all! God already loved me, simply because I was his creation. His love was perfect, unconditional, and fulfilling. And God asked me to surrender my life to him… to give up those feelings of being imperfect and less of a person and to find my identity in simply knowing that He loved me. God not only has saved me spiritually, but he saved me physically as well.
And now, my testimony is my story, my evidence, my proof of God working in my life. Its something I can share from my heart to my friends. And often, if I start to doubt God’s love, I pull this story out and God speaks to me, “Remember how I saved you. That is the proof.” My love. That’s who you are.
Where do you find your identity? What defines who you are? Is it God? Or is it something else? Maybe its your grades like it was for me? Maybe its finding a girlfriend or a boyfriend? Maybe its money? Maybe its how much stuff you have? Or maybe you think of yourself in poor light. Maybe you feel your parents don’t love you and that distorts your self-image. Or perhaps you’ve felt the sting of rejection from a friend.
You might define yourself with these or something else completely. But whatever it is, God wants you to find yourself in Him. He wants you to define who you are because of His love for you. You are His creation. You are His treasure. You are part of the church, not just CBC or Catalyst or wherever you might go, but part of the global church, the body of Christ. You’re a part of me, you’re a part of the person next to you, you’re a part of Pastor Gary or Barry. And as the body we’re all here to affirm your identity in Christ.
That’s part of the reason we stuck a few of those questions on blackout – We asked that you’d pray for someone who wants to improve something in their spiritual life. We want you talk about spiritual gifts. If you have questions, and I’m sure you all do, feel free to ask people. If you saw me at retreat Saturday night, I could go on all night talking about this stuff. The great thing about being a Christian is that you will always have the body of Christ to rely upon. And that’s something we can do constantly. Be open with one another, transparent. Pray for one another. Let people know about your questions, your doubts. And tell people when God is doing good things in your life as well. This is all part of who we are.
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Jesus wants us to surrender ourselves to Him and when we do, the Bible says we become a new creation. We’re new people! But it doesn’t stop there, because we have Jesus and with Him the Holy Spirit, and if we surrender our whole selves, God can do amazing things through us! Do you want that? Paul did, let’s go one more time back to Phil 3 – Verse 10I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death,
Paul wants to surrender even more. He hungers for it. A life of a Christian isn’t easy. It isn’t “Oh God, yeah, he’s cool” or “Jesus is my homeboy” or even just coming to church and youth group. Oh no, it’s a lifestyle! It’s a life devoted to God. Its more than reading the Bible, more than good quiet times. More than singing songs More than church. I honestly believe that God wants us to have more exposure to Him than just church. Now you might be saying, that’s too much Brett! How can I do that?? Surrender. When you let go, God will bless your life in a way you didn’t think of before. It might hurt, but God might make your stronger or bless others because of you.
What are things we can surrender? Well, we can surrender our time. Let God give you things to do that could help others. It doesn’t have to be spiritual or deep. It might be as simple as buying someone lunch or helping with homework. You can surrender bad habits, lying, gossip, evil thoughts.
You can surrender your hobbies and personal likes. For example, I know some of the music you listen too. Not always the most wholesome lyrics and some that you may not even realize. Now I won’t say DON’T EVER LISTEN to that stuff or DON’T EVER Watch Rated PG-13 Movies. Nor am I saying you have to listen to all Christian music or watch all Disney movies or Barney… because He’s scary. (BARNEY) But let God make you aware of the stuff you’re putting into yourself. Examine your life. Is music with those types of lyrics changing the way you think or behave? It might be time to turn to a different radio station for awhile. Are violent movies or video games making you more aggressive? Probably time to cut back. Let God actively speak to you and take action on it. Just a little plug for music here, if you want some Christian lyrics in more “secular” genres, I highly recommend the Orange County Supertones, Five Iron Frenzy, Relient K, and Switchfoot. In fact some of your non-believer friends might know Relient K and Switchfoot and you make a spiritual connection that way…
You can surrender talents. My brother and I had a little filmmaking bug (and now its his job) so we made a silly movie 4 years ago that some of you saw. And now some people actually use it to spread the gospel. Or Kathy has amazing art skills and she makes really beautiful sketches and drawings. With them she sends encouragement notes and pictures to people. And she really is good, you should see the work she does. But she never says so. In fact when I told her I would talk about her art skills, she said “I have none”. She’s just being overly modest. But that’s another thing you can surrender. Surrender your relationships. God put us here in community for a reason. We’re relational people and like I was saying before, we need to be here for each other. Compliment and encourage each other, but also rebuke and correct one another when necessary.
Or we can surrender our finances. This is a touchy subject for a lot of people and maybe since you’re in Jr High you don’t have a lot of cash. But even so, you can start now. Pastor Gary preaches the 10-10-80 plan every year. Give God 10%, Save 10%, Pay everything else with the other 80%. But maybe God’s put something on your heart. For Kathy and me, we sponsor a child in Armenia. This provides him with extra clothes, education, and Bible lessons, as well as other needs. Its not a lot of extra money, just $30 a month but hopefully its making a difference. A lot of you might be thinking about going into jobs to make a lot of money. There’s nothing wrong with a lot of money, but God wants you to be responsible and generous with it.
And one more, you can surrender your future to Him. Let God guide you into a job and future that would honor and glorify Him. Don’t go into something if you’d hate it or just because someone else tells you too. Listen for God, he’s made you into a specific way to do something in His kingdom. Now that doesn’t mean you have to go into ministry like me or Brandon (but if you feel you might want to I highly encourage it), but it does mean that your future, even the next minute belongs to God. Not because He’s selfish and greedy or demanding, but because He is preparing you for good works. So listen for Him.
Story of surrender (Story of Charlie and Church Recycling -e-mail me if you want the story… I just told it from memory)
Surrender doesn’t have to be brutal. In fact, it’s the little things that God needs us to surrender. The world would say its reckless and it is, in the good way. The world says “look out for you” “don’t let anyone control you” “the only thing you can rely on is yourself”. But guess what, God is faithful, and He is good, and He loves you and you can rely on Him when you surrender. He has a better life than what the world can offer. Its worth so much more, not just because of eternal life, though that’s a big part, but your whole life, when lived for God, is fulfilling, satisfactory, and complete. Its way out there on the worth scale. You can’t even measure it. The world? Just right around here. How far are you willing to go?